Today I was a crab apple 90% of the day. Working retail doesn't always get to me, but today just happened to be one of those days where I considered looking for a new job. Every little thing made my skin crawl. So today on lunch, I plugged my ear-buds into my cell phone, turned on a Johann Sebastian Bach station and dissolved into a world of my own. I had a pretty lame meeting around 2pm which consisted of me not paying attention & texting a guy that I have had feelings for for roughly 4 years. A guy who is completely unavailable to me, but it doesn't make me want him any less. I would never be "that girl," but I let my thoughts wander freely. And they always wander to him. How depressing.
When I finally got home, I decided today would be the day for a cleanse. I went to a 6:30pm Vinyasa class. The first exercise other than a volleyball court or a softball field that I have had in months. And Jamie, the instructor, decides to have a wall class. A wall class is a yoga class where you use the wall with everything you do. And you wind up upsidedown for 70% of the class. I am pretty sure my tanks, yoga pants, bra, underwear, and skin were soaking wet. Halfway through the class I had to rip my eye glasses off cuz they were covered in sweat and almost completely fogged up. 70 minutes in a 90 degree room... sigh... It felt amazing! So amazing that I spent the last few minutes of the class in child's pose and tearing up. I couldn't actually control it with the day that I had. Not that my bipolar ass can control my emotions anyway.
I came home to a house that was untouched for the 5th day running... and I do not mean by myself. I mean, by the contractor. If you think he has been here since last week Thursday you are sorely mistaken. It is supposed to rain the next 4 days. My bet is I wont see him at all. I hope I am wrong.
So now it is time to fold some laundry, catch up on the new episodes of Boardwalk Empire, Terra Nova, & The Sing-Off. I am hoping that when I go to work tomorrow it will not be a day like today. I might end up quitting my job on the spot.
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